adolescence
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A Birthday List From a Girl Who Has Every Thing
What do I ask for when my room piles up with things left unwrapped from last year? Things unneeded–but once upon a time wanted–crowd my closet, my drawers, my shelves. Things and more things. My love asked for a list as if there were empty spaces in our room to…
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Where would I even go?
The more time passes and I’m in this place, the more restless I get. Some days it’s easier to ignore with the loudness of everyday life overbearing it. And some days it’s not. And on those days, like today, I think about where I would go. Would I find myself…
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Keep the streets empty for me
There’s nothing more prevailing than the silence. Biting of the lips until they bleed dripping on unknown territory. It doesn’t matter what you tell me anymore I’ve lost myself to the night. At this point I’ll never tell you my purpose for I don’t know. I have always been in…
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A new day, a new life
I can’t say being a year older feels any different. Every year feels the same until you span out a bit and realize everything was different than the last. And I’m ok with that. It’s not like I expect everything to change in one day. Except for maybe the amount…
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The days go by and I’m not getting any younger
Tomorrow is my birthday. Mentally, I am preparing to have a wonderful day as I physically work the rest of my hours tonight at my job. The week has been so busy the only time I get a chance to write these posts are mid-day to evening. That’s alright. 5:55.…