illusion
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My blood will always boil
My blood is always boiling; For more, for bigger, for better. For the realizations of existence; for the Truth of my Soul; my blood is always boiling. For the freedom of my ancestors past and for the freedom of my species now. From the touch of an ancient gift to…
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The spiritual practice: it’s all so much
Ram Dass says, do it until you can’t take it anymore. Immerse yourself in all this stuff, until you’re sick of it. How long have I done this for? Is that what spiritual practice is? A dog chasing its own tail until it gets tired, then after resting a while,…
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Coffee Won’t Cure Me – a writing
But I drink it anyways. The more time goes on, the more bitter I get; the complete opposite of what I strive. I see the truth and falsity behind almost every eye yet I still look for something real anyway. It’s a shame how people are. I watch looks of…
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Stream of Consciousness #2
this is a stream if consciousness one I was never good at streams of consciousness but conscious in the unconscious how could I have known? conscious but not conscious, conspicuous indeed. Soft layered flasks torching singling circling loving word bladder blabber dripping off noses of random words and skin this…
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Sometimes I miss the lonely tunnels of NYC
I’ve come to realize every city is empty;no matter how many people are in it. LA is just the same and I don’t know if I’d rather be lonely hereor there. Maybe neither. I’d rather be alone in a place where there is no one and not the illusion of…
